`MY LIFE STORY
9:52 PM
it scares me sometimes. no, maybe most of the time. lessons haven't even started yet and i'm already sort of stressed. or rather, paranoid. look at them. they're all so smart. sometimes i don't even understand the words they use. =(
i'm already so afraid of the process of trying to get into SC and yet others can make it sound so easy. like they've done it all their life. what if i end up being the last in class or something? argh. this totally sucks.
i'm really dreading monday. i dunno why. like i've sunk into some kind of depression or what, hoping that monday wouldn't come. =/
Saturday, January 06, 2007
what if there aren't any stars tonight?__`
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