`MY LIFE STORY
3:23 PM
tomorrow's the first day of school. i dread tomorrow. i don't want school.
i'm afraid of making friends. afraid of doing stupid things during orientation. afraid of being so lost and blur and looking dumb and pathetic. afraid of who's going to sit beside me during lessons.
and the academic part especially. scared of GP. geog. chem. everyone IS so smart. how am i going to catch up? i must study doubly hard and doubly fast. =/
however, i think we're all going to be fine. can't help it if there's a bit of jittery here and there right? (= still, we're newbies. haha. and to top it all, i have my mom! haha. yeah. that's going to be very helpful emotionally (=
buhbye for now..wish me luck for tomorrow. haha.
P.S. there's no such phrase as "since young". i mean, it's gramatically wrong. it's just a singaporean slang. haha. i didn't know it till today. my sister told me. so it should be "since i was a young girl". point taken! (=
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
what if there aren't any stars tonight?__`
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