wishes world peace
no nightmares
everyone to be happy! =)
`MY LIFE STORY
7:27 PM
yesterday. hmm. school totally totally sucks. there's like little i can smile about these days. and i have half an idea of backing out from the camp thingy. i hate it a lot. hate school hate homework hate whatever activities there are and hate the situation i'm in.
anyway on the brighter side.. went to watch pursuit of happyness after school before joining my friends at school to spend the night. it was so fun. i so love my friends. we played all night long.. played really every every game we could think off. then we set off for ecp to watch the sunrise. mesmerizing's the word. although the sun was hidden behind the clouds but the sky still looked beautiful. then after that we stumbled back home. haha. and i slept. till 4plus. now my sleep cycle's screwed up. i'm still feeling sad. i wonder how come everyone seems to be doing fine but not me. i hate it.
realise how it's always when u've lost something then u'll cherish it? in that sense.. i realised my sec school friends are the best. at least they listen when u talk. they give u attention. you know they are there for you. not like others. all they care about is themselves. self centered insensitive brats. i'm so sick of it.. so sick of the situation i'm in now. can i last 2 years? i might as well just hate VJ soon.
and i really miss you. can't think of you if not i'll be crying again.teach me how to survive through all these. it's really not fair. everything comes at one time. fuck it.
