wishes world peace
no nightmares
everyone to be happy! =)
`MY LIFE STORY
11:24 PM
oh man. :( i feel so bad i pangseh my dear (huijin) at the last minute. sheesh.. :( SORRY. i didn't mean it lah. my MUM don't let me out. but all my fault la cause i went out till so late at night today. zzz. but then again why can't i go out 2 days in a row. poooi. like everyone's parents that strict like that. =S now i'm the baddie. feel so bad.
and i'm so tired. poppy just said i have panda eyes. i slept at 120 am yesterday lah. hai. what am i doing all these for sia. i don't even know who will be online at night. i'm totally wasting my time by going online every night till past midnight. i feel so guilty. and midyrs coming. but i'm afraid everything will freeze. i'm already making much effort can't you tell? u're the one who's making things hard. way too hard.. i don't want to care. my studies are priority. but i dunno if i can give this up for the moment cuz i'm afraid then i'll have to let go of everything. headache lah.
i'm uber sleepy. and i'm still feeling way disappointed with myself. and everything you know, was cuz of you. if i had slept well and was in the mood and prepared for everything, i wouldn't have taken that ONE wrong step and now everything is ruined pretty much forever. -.-
walau. don't wanna say already lah get more angry w myself. goodnight.
